I want to go to New Zealand this Dec holiday man! I need to take a breather. Fucking stressed this whole fucking year. I need to see some cows. I need to see some whales. I want to eat some good European shit! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i sound so freaking deprived nia!
Dam* come to think of it, i have never been overseas for like 10 whole freaking years. 10 years wasted in a bullshit country such as Singapore and in a bullshit school such as NJC and having some bullshit system such as "The" Integrated Program. Note the "The" is highlighted to make the fucking system as glorious as "The" Chinese High to appease the muggers/hypocritical two-faced-jibais-who-hate-the-school-but-don't-say-it in midst of flaming the school.
Anyway, i really really really want to go overseas this dam* holidays. I don't want to waste myself away at home for two months playing computer and eat, pee, shit. I need to spend time with my family, since i really don't want to be the people that grow up and regret that they never spend enough time with their family after their father/mother passed away. So totally drama zzz.
Oh hell, i also need to think of what CCA to join this holidays too! Holy berjeepers! I think NJC's CCAs are just dam* shitty, but hell because of the portfolio thingy i MUST join and become one of the hundreds of zombies that just join just for the sake of joining. -sigh-. I'm seriously thinking of joining Malay Dance (Waliew wilbert quitted le tmd pungsai), rejoining Gymnastics since my muscles are getting kinda saggy nowadays LOL, or maybe even canoeing. And when the hell is Western Dance setting up a breakdance club? *toot* lah. I think i'm becoming a Gay American Metrosexual. O.O
Oh crap, this post is getting too random. But might as well random to the end!! I have never really commented on this before, but i am thinking about it now because I suddenly (random..) remembered weeteng's post on "emoism" and that some retards love hanging this phrase on their mouth whenever they go. Well in my opinion, these people are LAMOs. With an inborn disability to express their emotions on the outside, they have to resort to accusing other people of being "emo" and perhaps make their hidden emo selves "happier" and more "superior", which is kinda pathetic. Such people are really cretinous. Thinking that their lives are happier and better than ours but at the end shooting themselves in their foot when people see through their poorly disguised farce. I feel really really really sad for those people =(. At least now i know who the REAL people are.
Whoosh with those shitload of thoughts outta my head, i hafta go mug for Chinese now T.T Jiayou everyone!
